One step forward and two back

Has actually gone okay to start training again.

I had expected less energy, but when you end up at a point where you’re tired of being stuck, it’s either break or carry on. And I do not break.

So it's strength training — Monday, Wednesday, Friday — and swimming — Tuesday and Thursday. Feels like a nice balance i think.

So when something finally goes right, the universe comes along to remind us that in the end we are mortal.

Received crushing news today, can’t say anything more about it other than that it’s heartbreaking.

So we take one step forward and two steps back.

But giving up is never an option, so I cried in the pool. Swam til i was finish ,half-dozed a little in the sauna,came home,cried in my husband's arms.And now I'm processing. Tried to work a bit in the garden, but my body hurt so much I just had to stop. I did manage to take a few pictures, though.

I’m looking forward to being able to work in the garden again. <3

An so it begins